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Doin This Raw.There are Days.
When sunset seems so far away,
Where I sit craving darkness.
Only to wait,
For silence to consume me.
There are Nights.
Spent crying for those children,
The ones I lost.
Though they don't know it,
I love them still.
There are moments.
I laugh at memories,
Points frozen in time.
I hold so many seconds dear,
Do they know?
There are minutes.
Where I wish I could embrace,
Hold them close and say it's alright.
I'm a shadow,
They will never know.
There are seconds.
That I've lost,
Wishing I could step into their lives.
Give an ear and hold tight,
Never letting go.
There are moments.
Moments are everything.
I've been stripped of many moments. I only hope they know how much I love them.
For every moment away,
is a day
is a night
is a minute
is a second
of my life that I wish I could change.
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BlizzardThe snow blankets the land,
T'was so long ago we first spoke.
I saw you and could no longer stand,
You from my heart I can't evoke.
I thought you'd be in my arms by now,
I truly believed all you said.
You left me spellbound, I don't know how,
Down a winding road you have led.
Why did you lie,
I did not understand.
Do you know how often you made me cry,
This aftertaste is unbelievably bland.
What you are is infectious,
Then again so is the flu.
That describes my pain over this,
For I am sick to my stomach and there is nothing I can do.
I hope some day to see you,
Greet you with the warmest embrace.
Our lips meet, I awake and press snooze,
To dream of you again face to face.
Imagine for a brief moment in time,
Our lips brush so gently together.
Your own held closer than possible up to mine,
Together as one, from now until forever.
Holding on as we lie on the rocks,
Watch the waters wash gently to shore.
Stroking gently each other's fine locks,
Timelessly gazing in each other's eyes and n
Heart of IceCrystallized eyes of stone,
Frozen in time and space.
Still, waiting patiently alone,
Waiting for someone to take her out of this place.
How do you sum everything up in a few lines,
Impossible, there are a million things to say.
If I had the rest of my life, it still isn't enough time,
To speak of what I feel today.
Torn by all this strife following me,
Light the way with luminol.
For my eyes, red with blood, is all I see,
Show me how to break down this wall.
I don't know why I feel this way,
I watched this year pass me by.
History saw more solemn days,
Yet here I stand alone to cry.
It has always been the same,
Never a person by my side.
Others are lucky to have to hold and I remain lame,
To sit by myself to watch the violent tide.
Choose Red to Stop or green to go,
My glass is half empty tonight.
I chose red, huge mistake I know,
I was wrong and now can never again make it right.
Solitary ConfinementMy heart is worn and weathered hard,
I cry tears of stone.
I always put up an armored guard,
So stuck again, I am alone.
Is it my destiny to be solitary,
It is hard to believe otherwise.
My heart in emotion is deeply buried,
1 foot tall is my current size.
Impatience is racking my mind,
I wait and wait for a call.
By my sorrow I am made blind,
I hate it so when I take this fall.
How do I get out of this mess,
I just need a direction to go.
I lost the best of the best,
For the love of all that's good, just let me know.
Mute and slow, to dumb to see,
Always the last to the finish line.
Well is this the way it is to be,
Damn I wish I could just cry.
Songs and poems can only go so far,
They can't possibly describe what I need to say.
I only wish I was where you are,
Yet I am not, as usual I am alone today.
The Unlucky OneEarly morning thoughts again,
I feel as if I will never sleep.
Unfortunately I know how it began,
So my conscience cuts me deep.
Fear, oh why so much fear,
So strong you can smell and taste it.
Why not get rid of it and push away what I hold dear,
Forget giving chances and turn and quit.
I feel so wretched and raw,
I hurt everything I truly love.
I laid eyes on a beauty I had never before saw,
Yet lost it all in one violent shove.
I did not deserve this amazing creature,
So how was I to react?
Not a single flaw in any feature,
So I blew it all before we made contact.
Tis too late now, I failed,
I feel like a first rate heel.
I abandoned ship and away it sailed,
I hurt you and believe me, the tears is all I feel.
I want to say I am sorry but am mute,
I know I never again stand a chance.
All I wear now is this melancholic suit,
Yet I cry as I sit in this odd trance.
There has been no other since you,
If I can't have you alone I will be.
I fell so hard; I didn't know what to do,
I ran and
Nightmare of a FantasyI wanna be with the band,
To admire the crowd from above.
Watching over awe stricken faces as I stand,
To do the one thing in my life I love!
Hovering over the fanatics,
Singing of loves lost and found.
Hearing nothing but the earpiece static,
Traveling and touring the world, twice around.
As the lights dim,
I pour out my heart.
Sharing with all, my deepest sin,
Feeling as free as a beautiful skylark.
Will I ever see my name in lights,
Hear my name so thickly chanted?
Shall I ever reach such a height,
Live the life so enchanted?
I want to share what I feel,
Spread my gospel of insanity.
Question if it is a dream, or real,
Tell the ocean of people what will be will be.
As the words escape my lips,
A tear reveals of what I see in me.
The microphone held in my icy grip,
This is a dream, to good to be true, too good to be.
wishing wells and pumpkin shells
coffee with mint cream
wedding bells and magic spells
life is but a dream
mother says it's rain today
drought's been sixteen years
pigs will fly and cats will stray
seventeen brings tears
hooting owls and leopard prowls
burn the midnight sun
men with jowls eat fattened cows
never had such fun
father says it's time to go
new year's 'round the bend
can't be late for nature's show
fish-face now the trend
dreamer's dream and lover's love
wishing time would fly
blue moonbeam on heaven's dove
hope I never die
I Fell AsleepI fell asleep
In the arms of the enemy.
My worst mistake,
As I let his words get to me.
I left my life
In the hands of a killer.
I trusted my blood
To a man who's a murderer.
I closed my eyes
As he lulled me away.
I loosened my grip
As he began to sway.
I fell asleep
In the arms of the enemy.
I lost my life,
but I lost my life willingly.
Breaking news.The government makes status––
they ignore the real matters
they own the news
they confuse and abuse
making sure we're all scattered.
The law creates crime––
a social ladder we must climb
always the poor
stuck on the floor
as the privileged spend their time.
Society ignites fear––
blurring anything clear
as real life is nowhere near.
The system makes criminals––
while stealing the Earths minerals
raising the price
feeding the vice
locking us away, for lacking principles.
The people are losing their souls––
giving up on their genuine goals
working nine to five
pretending they're alive
when they're completely under control.
© Rocio Belinda Mendez
The real meaning of friendshipFriendship
Kidding around turns into
Remembering painful times
Ignoring the painful truth that lies ahead
Ending all hope
Never finding any good in it
Demanding they be there for you but they never
Seem to keep their promise of staying
Heartache and loneliness always comes at the end
Insightful friends are nothing but a myth
Promises broken and pitying oneself
Solitary Mind of Connected MadnessI see a sliver in the outskirts of eyes,
Tripping on madness, of madness this ride
Is, a circus of freaks. And there's no place to move,
And no place to breathe there's no room it's
My mind pressing mirrors upon mirrors and halls,
Palms touching nothing but heat-slicken claws,
And bent are the fractures of twitches of dream,
And fragmented truths of escaped tragedy.
Sobbing are soldiers not laid seige to a cheek,
Fools that are weary, held back as they're freed,
And o how the merry-go-round spins its tales,
Moving forward, neverending, on circling trails.
Succumb to the effervescence of thrilling deceit,
Believe when you don't, acceptance is key,
Be lost with the timeless, unwavering charm,
In circles, not touching skin, all arm in arm.
I see a world on a sliver of fire,
Tripping on madness, on madness on wire,
Is it I'm slipping at the edge of a hope?
It's time to accept we're together
In MorningThrough a wintry window laced with ice, lie
petrified panes of frosted grass beckoning,
languorously outstretched. A shivering bird’s cry
reaches horizon’s edge—that razor reckoning,
those impossible dimensions—hung like a kite
on a cloud, precipitously balanced between a dull
existence with poking pinpricks the only light,
and the embers of potential, slowly stoking. A lull
unfurls, a quiet eternity uncurling in that predawn
chill, everything faded to silent sepia, frozen
as though this instant is more important, torn
from time and left right where it was chosen
to be. Light spills over and creeps through
fractured, flinty sky turned a clear, unbroken blue.
You Are Unchanging Now That You ChangedLike the echo of a whisper you go on pointlessly
Dragging out syllables that no longer make sense.
You are a shadow of the man that you used to be;
You threw all of that away for this new pretense.
Like an ages old tradition you never change -
You meet challenges lifelessly - never daring.
This new plastic you has no depth and no range.
You blazed like the sun now you are cold and uncaring.
Tick TockTick tock goes the clock
It's all a little hazy,
Tick tock she's in shock
The girl that we call Lacey
Little lines cut her neck
But no one wants to see them
All her friends wish she were dead
But no one wants to be them
One or two can make it through
The Hell that she lives in
But nothing that they say is true
So no one can believe it
Her life is just a bunch of rags
There's nothing that can save her
Her breathing comes in heavy drags
Each saying "You Deciever"
Tick tock goes the clock
It's all a little hazy
Tick tock she's a rock
The body we call Lacey
The City That Died ScreamingWhite phosphorus depicts the lands of Hell,
It melts the skin, it drowns the soul in flame,
The trigger finger has a tale to tell,
A medal for the winner of the game.
I beat you to the floor, you crawl away,
You look at me with haunted, angry eyes,
Don't you still hear the screams of yesterday?
I grin, what screams? And yet another cries.
I am your savior, bringer of the light,
The muzzle flash, the one that brings your end,
I'm here for you, I never want to fight,
Says he who used a bullet on his friend.
I ask, are you the monster, or am I?
Yet still we know we both deserve to die.
Prayer of a fallen angelTurn your eyes upwards,
Tell me what you see.
Do you see me moving forward,
Or am I sitting still as can be?
An angel of hatred,
A gargoyle of love?
Why not make your bid,
Will you get close or will I shove?
The latter the case,
So broken beyond repair.
Did you think you could look me in the face,
Did you think you would see me in there?
You cannot get blood from a stone,
You can't move a mountain if you will it.
There is only I and I alone,
Who resides deep within this pit.
Read the sign
Beware of the bitch
I'm sorry, its you I must decline
For you cannot provide the stitch.
The stitch to close the wound inside
That festers with hate and remorse
You will never see those nites that I cried
Screamed at the world till my silent voice was hoarse
So take a step back and see what I say
Its better to run before it's too late
Take off, you need to get away,
For no good can come from the angel of hate.
Fall in love with the damned and thine soul will never shine,
So before the pain rises, decl
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