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Doin This Raw.There are Days.
When sunset seems so far away,
Where I sit craving darkness.
Only to wait,
For silence to consume me.
There are Nights.
Spent crying for those children,
The ones I lost.
Though they don't know it,
I love them still.
There are moments.
I laugh at memories,
Points frozen in time.
I hold so many seconds dear,
Do they know?
There are minutes.
Where I wish I could embrace,
Hold them close and say it's alright.
I'm a shadow,
They will never know.
There are seconds.
That I've lost,
Wishing I could step into their lives.
Give an ear and hold tight,
Never letting go.
There are moments.
Moments are everything.
I've been stripped of many moments. I only hope they know how much I love them.
For every moment away,
is a day
is a night
is a minute
is a second
of my life that I wish I could change.
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BlizzardThe snow blankets the land,
T'was so long ago we first spoke.
I saw you and could no longer stand,
You from my heart I can't evoke.
I thought you'd be in my arms by now,
I truly believed all you said.
You left me spellbound, I don't know how,
Down a winding road you have led.
Why did you lie,
I did not understand.
Do you know how often you made me cry,
This aftertaste is unbelievably bland.
What you are is infectious,
Then again so is the flu.
That describes my pain over this,
For I am sick to my stomach and there is nothing I can do.
I hope some day to see you,
Greet you with the warmest embrace.
Our lips meet, I awake and press snooze,
To dream of you again face to face.
Imagine for a brief moment in time,
Our lips brush so gently together.
Your own held closer than possible up to mine,
Together as one, from now until forever.
Holding on as we lie on the rocks,
Watch the waters wash gently to shore.
Stroking gently each other's fine locks,
Timelessly gazing in each other's eyes and n
Heart of IceCrystallized eyes of stone,
Frozen in time and space.
Still, waiting patiently alone,
Waiting for someone to take her out of this place.
How do you sum everything up in a few lines,
Impossible, there are a million things to say.
If I had the rest of my life, it still isn't enough time,
To speak of what I feel today.
Torn by all this strife following me,
Light the way with luminol.
For my eyes, red with blood, is all I see,
Show me how to break down this wall.
I don't know why I feel this way,
I watched this year pass me by.
History saw more solemn days,
Yet here I stand alone to cry.
It has always been the same,
Never a person by my side.
Others are lucky to have to hold and I remain lame,
To sit by myself to watch the violent tide.
Choose Red to Stop or green to go,
My glass is half empty tonight.
I chose red, huge mistake I know,
I was wrong and now can never again make it right.
Solitary ConfinementMy heart is worn and weathered hard,
I cry tears of stone.
I always put up an armored guard,
So stuck again, I am alone.
Is it my destiny to be solitary,
It is hard to believe otherwise.
My heart in emotion is deeply buried,
1 foot tall is my current size.
Impatience is racking my mind,
I wait and wait for a call.
By my sorrow I am made blind,
I hate it so when I take this fall.
How do I get out of this mess,
I just need a direction to go.
I lost the best of the best,
For the love of all that's good, just let me know.
Mute and slow, to dumb to see,
Always the last to the finish line.
Well is this the way it is to be,
Damn I wish I could just cry.
Songs and poems can only go so far,
They can't possibly describe what I need to say.
I only wish I was where you are,
Yet I am not, as usual I am alone today.
The Unlucky OneEarly morning thoughts again,
I feel as if I will never sleep.
Unfortunately I know how it began,
So my conscience cuts me deep.
Fear, oh why so much fear,
So strong you can smell and taste it.
Why not get rid of it and push away what I hold dear,
Forget giving chances and turn and quit.
I feel so wretched and raw,
I hurt everything I truly love.
I laid eyes on a beauty I had never before saw,
Yet lost it all in one violent shove.
I did not deserve this amazing creature,
So how was I to react?
Not a single flaw in any feature,
So I blew it all before we made contact.
Tis too late now, I failed,
I feel like a first rate heel.
I abandoned ship and away it sailed,
I hurt you and believe me, the tears is all I feel.
I want to say I am sorry but am mute,
I know I never again stand a chance.
All I wear now is this melancholic suit,
Yet I cry as I sit in this odd trance.
There has been no other since you,
If I can't have you alone I will be.
I fell so hard; I didn't know what to do,
I ran and
Nightmare of a FantasyI wanna be with the band,
To admire the crowd from above.
Watching over awe stricken faces as I stand,
To do the one thing in my life I love!
Hovering over the fanatics,
Singing of loves lost and found.
Hearing nothing but the earpiece static,
Traveling and touring the world, twice around.
As the lights dim,
I pour out my heart.
Sharing with all, my deepest sin,
Feeling as free as a beautiful skylark.
Will I ever see my name in lights,
Hear my name so thickly chanted?
Shall I ever reach such a height,
Live the life so enchanted?
I want to share what I feel,
Spread my gospel of insanity.
Question if it is a dream, or real,
Tell the ocean of people what will be will be.
As the words escape my lips,
A tear reveals of what I see in me.
The microphone held in my icy grip,
This is a dream, to good to be true, too good to be.
Simple Girl Complicated ProblemsI know I am not the daughter you wanted
But at least you got it right the second time
My little sister found her place in your hearts
But I feel I have never really found mine
Why would you care to listen to your first born?
When you have a fresh blank canvas to create
All of those things that you wish I could have been
Had I not developed such negative traits
But those negative traits make me who I am
And shouldn't you love me without condition?
See my stubbornness as being strong minded
And when I talk, don’t interrupt just listen
I know I am not the daughter you wanted
I scowl but I still need your loving embrace
Though you barely acknowledge my existence
Apart from to tell me what I've done wrong today
But why would you ever want to talk to me
When an argument is never far away?
It’s the tone of your voice that hurts me the most
Rather than the words that you choose to say
To think I was once a baby in your arms
With such innocent eyes I could do no wrong
In many ways I
Young JanuaryI saw her at the local supermarket
She could have been no older than ten
She was buying some refreshing beverages
To quench the thirst of herself and her friends
On this summers day they had waited outside
Lacking patience they were shouting her name
‘January, hurry up we have to go home!’
From the shop young January soon came
Rushing past me at the speed of her childhood
My lonely heart skipped a beat or two
Either from her soft brown hair that touched my arm
Or the smile she gave as she passed through
Did I hurry through my shopping on purpose
In order to catch young January up?
Fumbling my loose change as I left the store
The cashier complained I’d given her too much
I feel everyone’s eyes boring in to me
So away from the store I swiftly fled
Knowing fine well that I should just return home
But something made me follow the girl instead
Pretending to read the receipt in my hand
I watched closely in the corner of my eye
Which way would young January be walking
The Cold, Hard TruthThere are no happy endings,
the fairy tales all lied.
Cinderella is still a slave,
Snow White, the Beast, and the Mermaid died.
Sleeping Beauty never woke,
Because Philip never kissed her,
Alice didn't find Wonderland,
the Rabbit must have missed her.
Peter's still in Neverland
with the Lost Boys, growing older.
The Snow Queen's heart didn't thaw,
the world keeps getting colder.
Rapunzel is still in her tower,
her long blonde hair gone gray.
The captive princess has lost hope,
there was no prince to save the day.
Little BirdLittle bird,
where have you flown?
how much have you grown?
How is your broken wing?
The one that I cared for,
that I put in a sling.
do you think of me
as I do you?
Do you wonder where I've gone,
what I've gone through?
do visit me again;
you've been the only one
I've ever loved;
my only true friend.
Falling StarsTwinkle, twinkle, the stars fall down
Down into the ocean, where we shall drown
Over and over until we awake
In a place, where we will break.
Your tears are the stars and your smile the sun
There is no happiness, for sorrow has begun.
Run, run, child! Run away now!
Please do not do this! Please do not allow —
Bang! Bang! The gun goes off.
So, child, let those stars takeoff.
Peace is a lieHello there, why don’t we take a walk?
While we take a walk, I would really like to talk.
Did you ever asked yourself what is wrong with this world?
Why people are so screwed up in the head and their thoughts are twirled?
It is no secret that the world is at war.
And falling down are the masks that they wore.
Something in their heads seems to be broken.
Humanity is a monster and it has been woken.
When you think about it everything is a lie.
The only question you will have is: why?
Everyone is hoping for the big release.
But don’t be stupid, there is no peace.
ParasiteWhen the day turns into night,
it begins, the everyday fight.
They begin to talk in my head.
If anybody found out they would tell me I’m mad.
I don’t know if the one who thinks is me.
Can’t these voices just let me be?
Speaking and confusing my thoughts.
For me these things are only frauds.
What if the things that I think are not mine?
Should I just lay here and whine?
I think they corrupted my soul.
No, maybe even my body as a whole.
This is the side of me that I have never shown.
At times like these it is dangerous to be alone.
My head feels like it’s blown off with dynamite.
I don’t know, maybe my brain is occupied by a parasite.
Wind GrownQuiet grown
With green and ground
The ash and sound
Until the green has 'nother play
A wat'ry stream
Down with a tide
Across the beam
The first to know the last of one
Breath of space
Carved by your arm
A heady place
Awaits no harm
Because no eyes will watch or plea
Wind is wrapt
Around you braced
By time that kept
You wings misplaced
One cannot fly where wearies went
Height and breadth
Come with the stars
While nourished wealth
From flanks and far
The form is kept but not the brain
Stones will crack
Under your weight
Streams run black
The light you take
Unknown on high there's but your will
The path you made
Will flood and break
No more remained
Your flanks are slaked
Come back when you are broke and burned
Now hole refilled
Where life was held
The ash was forged
Until the wind the self will stay
OldOne learns in life that there's nothing to be learned.
That once you won everything there is nothing to be earned.
That all your lessons in life were unconcerned.
Memories and pictures in the attic must now be burned.
One thinks that there is nothing to think about.
Because the things they think are now allowed.
Because they are stuck when they want to be unbound.
When they want to lift themselves off the ground.
You'd never thought your young heart could grow old
And when the unspoken truth is being told,
You're labeling them as bold, heartless or cold.
You're scared of death. After all it's foretold.
Prayer of a fallen angelTurn your eyes upwards,
Tell me what you see.
Do you see me moving forward,
Or am I sitting still as can be?
An angel of hatred,
A gargoyle of love?
Why not make your bid,
Will you get close or will I shove?
The latter the case,
So broken beyond repair.
Did you think you could look me in the face,
Did you think you would see me in there?
You cannot get blood from a stone,
You can't move a mountain if you will it.
There is only I and I alone,
Who resides deep within this pit.
Read the sign
Beware of the bitch
I'm sorry, its you I must decline
For you cannot provide the stitch.
The stitch to close the wound inside
That festers with hate and remorse
You will never see those nites that I cried
Screamed at the world till my silent voice was hoarse
So take a step back and see what I say
Its better to run before it's too late
Take off, you need to get away,
For no good can come from the angel of hate.
Fall in love with the damned and thine soul will never shine,
So before the pain rises, decl
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